BFB - Big Flat BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!heheheh

Though my Saturday didn't start well, just imagine dealing with a number of salesman who forgot to bring their receipts (which they should have return last week) and others who claim for refund on their meal (which they don't deserve because they didn't work last January 2) really gives me a headache the whole day.  This is the reason that I was having a second thought at first if I'll go out with the rest of the backroom girls or not ,but I realized I deserved a break for awhile.

Anyway, the group decided to eat at the BIG FLAT BREAD at Rosario Arcade Limketkai.  I heard good things about their pizza from my younger sister, so I was a little excited to have a taste of it.
 

At our office..

Inside the jeepney :)

missy bonbon...just passing by hehehe

 

EAT and RUN.....

We ordered the Godfather and the Big Pacific Catch.  The Godfather taste okay but I can't appreciate the Pacific Catch, maybe because the taste was new to me.  Nah... honestly, I can't describe its taste.   (I told my sister about it and she told me we should have order the Four Season, I can't remember if the name was Four Season or Four Flavors hehehe!).  Anyway, we have fun time taking pictures that night and for a while I can say I was stress free.

I Kissed Lolo Farewell

When I entered the ICU and saw him laying on the hospital bed, I thought he was just sleeping.  I looked at the ECG and there were numbers  and zigzag lines displaying on it, to be honest I really don't know what those numbers mean, all I know  that those zigzag lines indicates that he is still alive.  Few minutes later a priest came in  and gave him a last rites.  I looked back on the machine and the number went up from 77 to 102.   "He's alive, thank God.", I said to myself.    Minutes later the line went straight and the numbers were gone.  The doctor went in and checked him again.  The nurse outside the room gave a piece of paper to the one who was checking his heartbeat.  "Time of death 12:30 noon today."  Tears fell from our eyes when we hear those words.  I thought he was okay... that he'll be fine and be home after a day or a week...My uncle came in and asked the doctor for an explanation on what cause his death... I was deaf for awhile but there was one thing that the doctor said that I could still remember, "His seven years after his heart bypass surgery was already a bonus for him." 

Seven years... what happened to those seven long years?  I tried to look back on the things that took place seven years ago, and yet I can't remember the last time I hugged him,kissed him and spend more time with him?  I really can't remember...I was so busy with my so called life and forgot to value the people who was with me all through this years.  I was comfortable with the idea that he'll be there in his room resting and would just smile at me when I get in and pay him some respect.  Or he'll go to my lola's (grandmother) room and checked her if she's okay.  Yes, I took him for granted.  I gave him a part of my time and when I should have spend more.  I should have been on his side...

Lolo, 

Sorry...
Sorry for not being there for you.  I was so stupid and selfish.  I'm sorry.  I thought you'll be out after a week like you always do.  I never thought you'll be gone so soon...I'm sorry.  If I could only bring back the time and spend it with you, I'll do it.

It's so stupid to think that during your wake I found time but when you are still alive I was not there beside you.

I'm sorry...